Today is kind of a weird feeling day.
Sadness, Anger, fear disappointment, unknowing and failure all thrown into the soup pot of today.
I think I've found a new church that I'd like to continue going to. What I'd really like to see happen is that my sons give it a try. But they won't.
Won't even think about it. I've tried bribery, I've tried reasoning but nothing worked and what's really sad is that I don't think there ever will be anything that works for them.
How is that possible? I know how it's possible and to my way of thinking I place the blame on someone.
Is that the right thing to do? Probably not. But regardless, it makes me angry, disappointed and sad.
One thing I've been seeing a growing amount of lately is so much hatred, and so much selfishness, and so much uncertainty in the world.
Gone are the days where you we live to help others. Gone are the days of physical interaction (softball games, hanging out at the park, bike-a-thons).